Baby, so many things just happened and we simply got no time to react.
I was simply shocked to hear that your mother discovered photos of us and even more. I really didn't know how to respond to it and was just stunned. If she did really call me i really wou;dn't know what to say.
About us, it just seems that both of us are busy; you with your camp and uni stuffs, me with my army life. It just seems that all these things clash with one another and we simply do not have time to meet up. Moreover, we have to keep low for the time being, fearing that your mother would suspect something if you go out for too long. Sigh. It just sucks not being able to see you or even talk to you. maybe you have just found a new circle of friends and i shouldn't be selfish to keep you by my side. Shouldn't tie you up and deprive you of the chance to go make new friends. Dunno. Maybe its just me. I dunno.
How i wish we could spend times like in the past before I went into army. We could go out like no one's business, do things as we like, do crazy and sweet things, do things only the both of us can do, talk to you like there's no end. How i wish that could happen now, even for a day or two. I really miss going out with you, spending quality time with you, chatting with you. Somehow all these seems to be diminishing. I really hope that we could spend some time talking out these stuffs, clearing out the air and make things better for both of us.
It just sucks to make you angry cos of small little things. I dunno. I miss you so much. really need you now more than ever. But i know i shouldn't be selfish for you do not belong to me entirely. I sincerely hope that things could be better for both of us.
I missed you baby. Love you very much as always. My love for you would never change for you have f-ed me up and over. Wish we could meet up someday soon. Love you SYAFEEQAH. my life would suck WITHOUT YOU. Love you. wonder if you would read this post cos this blog is like damn ancient. Anyway, I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY MIGHT. Can't love anyone more than you. LOVE YOU SYAFEEQAH.
