Baby. Do you still visit this blog? Please leave a comment if you do, so i know this blog's still alive.
Lol. Just joking la.
This blog is filled with our memories, mostly mine with you. Haha.
I started out this blog as a surprise for your birthday. Now it seem as if its like lifeless.
No time to blog about anything.
Its great that we survived both of my overseas trip. It simply happened too fast. Like i flew to 2 different places in just a short span of 2 months. Insane.
You know how much i missed you during both trips. Moreover, i was in Taiwan during your birthday but i hoped i made up for my absence after my return.
Australia was even worse. Coudn't text you much or even call you. Got so much to tell you back then. Wanted and needed to hear from you but just couldn't.
Thankfully I'm back now, able to see you and touch you and feel you physically.
I love you baby more than anything else in this world do.
Looking back at those pictures made me want to relieve those past memories, those happy moments, those crazy and simply fun fun fun moments.
Not that I'm not happy now, but last time was just simply adventerous, trying out new things.
Not that we've ran out of things to do or I'm sick of what we're doing now. Its just the feeling.
for instance, the sneaking you into my room, drinking at fort canning. Or just simply a lovely picinic with you at the botanics.
All these are awesome memories that well, I will never forget.
You've left such a deep mark in my mind, my heart, my soul that i will never forget.
You're the bestest ever (as the blog name suggest) and the one i'm closest with.
Love you for being you and for all the things we've went through.
I LOVE YOU SYAFEEQAH!!!!!!!!!!! (echoing from the bottom of weekiat's heart)
Friday, November 12, 2010
Monday, July 12, 2010
HOPE
Baby, so many things just happened and we simply got no time to react.
I was simply shocked to hear that your mother discovered photos of us and even more. I really didn't know how to respond to it and was just stunned. If she did really call me i really wou;dn't know what to say.
About us, it just seems that both of us are busy; you with your camp and uni stuffs, me with my army life. It just seems that all these things clash with one another and we simply do not have time to meet up. Moreover, we have to keep low for the time being, fearing that your mother would suspect something if you go out for too long. Sigh. It just sucks not being able to see you or even talk to you. maybe you have just found a new circle of friends and i shouldn't be selfish to keep you by my side. Shouldn't tie you up and deprive you of the chance to go make new friends. Dunno. Maybe its just me. I dunno.
How i wish we could spend times like in the past before I went into army. We could go out like no one's business, do things as we like, do crazy and sweet things, do things only the both of us can do, talk to you like there's no end. How i wish that could happen now, even for a day or two. I really miss going out with you, spending quality time with you, chatting with you. Somehow all these seems to be diminishing. I really hope that we could spend some time talking out these stuffs, clearing out the air and make things better for both of us.
It just sucks to make you angry cos of small little things. I dunno. I miss you so much. really need you now more than ever. But i know i shouldn't be selfish for you do not belong to me entirely. I sincerely hope that things could be better for both of us.
I missed you baby. Love you very much as always. My love for you would never change for you have f-ed me up and over. Wish we could meet up someday soon. Love you SYAFEEQAH. my life would suck WITHOUT YOU. Love you. wonder if you would read this post cos this blog is like damn ancient. Anyway, I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY MIGHT. Can't love anyone more than you. LOVE YOU SYAFEEQAH.
I was simply shocked to hear that your mother discovered photos of us and even more. I really didn't know how to respond to it and was just stunned. If she did really call me i really wou;dn't know what to say.
About us, it just seems that both of us are busy; you with your camp and uni stuffs, me with my army life. It just seems that all these things clash with one another and we simply do not have time to meet up. Moreover, we have to keep low for the time being, fearing that your mother would suspect something if you go out for too long. Sigh. It just sucks not being able to see you or even talk to you. maybe you have just found a new circle of friends and i shouldn't be selfish to keep you by my side. Shouldn't tie you up and deprive you of the chance to go make new friends. Dunno. Maybe its just me. I dunno.
How i wish we could spend times like in the past before I went into army. We could go out like no one's business, do things as we like, do crazy and sweet things, do things only the both of us can do, talk to you like there's no end. How i wish that could happen now, even for a day or two. I really miss going out with you, spending quality time with you, chatting with you. Somehow all these seems to be diminishing. I really hope that we could spend some time talking out these stuffs, clearing out the air and make things better for both of us.
It just sucks to make you angry cos of small little things. I dunno. I miss you so much. really need you now more than ever. But i know i shouldn't be selfish for you do not belong to me entirely. I sincerely hope that things could be better for both of us.
I missed you baby. Love you very much as always. My love for you would never change for you have f-ed me up and over. Wish we could meet up someday soon. Love you SYAFEEQAH. my life would suck WITHOUT YOU. Love you. wonder if you would read this post cos this blog is like damn ancient. Anyway, I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY MIGHT. Can't love anyone more than you. LOVE YOU SYAFEEQAH.
Monday, April 12, 2010
Sigh. What a week ahead.
Baby, I'm having my block leave now but you still got work to do.
Sigh. I was so looking forward to this block leave cos i thought i can spend more time with you after 9 weeks in the army, but then you have your responsibility of your work.
Wanted to spend more time with you, stay by your side but sigh...
Cam't take leave, can't go out. Sigh. What a block leave.
Can't blame you since you're so indispensible at work and have to fulfill your responsibility.
Maybe its retribution for me cos i was unable to spend time with you while i was in army.
Maybe its just fate that we can't spend so much time together. I dunno.
But i really want to spend more time with you. More quality time.
Though i can still see you during your lunch break, i bet thats the only time i get to see you.
Sigh. This is killing me. Not your fault that you got work, but its my fault that i got my block leave now. Sigh.
Forget it. Have fun at work. Dunno. Hope to spend more lunch breaks with you.
Love you baby. Have a great week ahead. I love you as much.
Don be too depressed about this thing. It isn't your fault. No one saw it coming.
Please cheer up. Sorry for giving you so much unpleasant feelings, had to suffer so much of my rubbish and tolerate so much of my nonsense. I'm so sorry for everything i said and did. dunno.
This thing just make me feel worse. I dunno. Not your fault though. Yeah.
Anyway, enjoy your work since you can't go out with me. Will drop by more often for lunch with you. Love you. Have a great week ahead.
I love you SYAFEEQAH.
Sigh. I was so looking forward to this block leave cos i thought i can spend more time with you after 9 weeks in the army, but then you have your responsibility of your work.
Wanted to spend more time with you, stay by your side but sigh...
Cam't take leave, can't go out. Sigh. What a block leave.
Can't blame you since you're so indispensible at work and have to fulfill your responsibility.
Maybe its retribution for me cos i was unable to spend time with you while i was in army.
Maybe its just fate that we can't spend so much time together. I dunno.
But i really want to spend more time with you. More quality time.
Though i can still see you during your lunch break, i bet thats the only time i get to see you.
Sigh. This is killing me. Not your fault that you got work, but its my fault that i got my block leave now. Sigh.
Forget it. Have fun at work. Dunno. Hope to spend more lunch breaks with you.
Love you baby. Have a great week ahead. I love you as much.
Don be too depressed about this thing. It isn't your fault. No one saw it coming.
Please cheer up. Sorry for giving you so much unpleasant feelings, had to suffer so much of my rubbish and tolerate so much of my nonsense. I'm so sorry for everything i said and did. dunno.
This thing just make me feel worse. I dunno. Not your fault though. Yeah.
Anyway, enjoy your work since you can't go out with me. Will drop by more often for lunch with you. Love you. Have a great week ahead.
I love you SYAFEEQAH.
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Bored. Haha.
Yo baby. You're now busy helping out and stuffs. Haha. Nevermind that you don have time to talk to me or text me. I love you.
I had fun spending time with you yesterday. It felt so great and awesome to be able to see you and spend quality time with you after not being able to see you for a million years.
It has been long since i last posted. Haha.
Its so fast that 6 weeks just passed like that. But its kind of good. Heh.
Now i dunno what to apply for. Don have any idea what to study. All just seem so boring to me. Dunno. Maybe will try dentistry or maths. Next choice might be accountancy then engineering. I also dunno. Maybe i go nursing with you, become nurse. Heh.
Dunno la. I miss you terribly. Dread to go back, can't see you. Miss you very much baby.
Hope you have a great week ahead. Have fun at work, seems slack. Eat well, sleep well and think of me like how you'll always be in my mind. I love you SYAFEEQAH. Can't get you off my mind.
Love you baby. Can't wait till the next time i see you again.
LOVE YOU VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY MUCH.
I had fun spending time with you yesterday. It felt so great and awesome to be able to see you and spend quality time with you after not being able to see you for a million years.
It has been long since i last posted. Haha.
Its so fast that 6 weeks just passed like that. But its kind of good. Heh.
Now i dunno what to apply for. Don have any idea what to study. All just seem so boring to me. Dunno. Maybe will try dentistry or maths. Next choice might be accountancy then engineering. I also dunno. Maybe i go nursing with you, become nurse. Heh.
Dunno la. I miss you terribly. Dread to go back, can't see you. Miss you very much baby.
Hope you have a great week ahead. Have fun at work, seems slack. Eat well, sleep well and think of me like how you'll always be in my mind. I love you SYAFEEQAH. Can't get you off my mind.
Love you baby. Can't wait till the next time i see you again.
LOVE YOU VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY MUCH.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
A depressing phase
Baby, it has been long since i last posted. Now i'm posting this before i depart to army.
I know it is hard for both of us to part for such a long time, but it can't be help. I'm very sorry that you had to go through this with me.
Pardon me for making you cry and depressed cos of this shit.
I am sad to leave you and can't bear to part with you.
I know you're sad, far worse than upset and i can't do anything to help you.
Please don be sad and look on the brighter side. Don wallow yourself in sorrow, i don want you to be sad.
you must stay happy, happy that we're together, happy of the awesome times we spent together, happy that we are so loving and so in love with each other in every way possible.
I'll miss you very much and will think of you always when i'm inside.
Hope you'll be able to find something to do to kill time so you won't be too bored without me around.
You can meet up with your friends, go for your work, make new friends there, play with the new born baby, miss me, think of me and most of all STAY HAPPY ALWAYS.
Hope nothing severe will happen to you when i'm gone. You can always confide in me whenever you're upset or anything. Please do not keep it to yourself. When i'm out you can always talk to me.
To be honest, i'm rather afraid to go in, afraid of what might happen, afraid of what is going to happen, afraid of you being bored and lonely...
But i know you will go through this depressing phase and start living a fruitful life.
Please do not do anything silly when i'm not around, anything that would upset me, anything that will make you regret for life, anything that you do not actually want to do.
Please stay happy for my sake and not be depressed.
I love you SYAFEEQAH. thank you for every moment that you spent with me and everything that we've been through.
Never have i loved someone so dearly and never have i been so happy before.
You're the BESTEST ever and i love you in every way possible.
Take care and have a good year ahead.
I LOVE YOU BABY. CAN'T BEAR TO LEAVE YOU. :(
I know it is hard for both of us to part for such a long time, but it can't be help. I'm very sorry that you had to go through this with me.
Pardon me for making you cry and depressed cos of this shit.
I am sad to leave you and can't bear to part with you.
I know you're sad, far worse than upset and i can't do anything to help you.
Please don be sad and look on the brighter side. Don wallow yourself in sorrow, i don want you to be sad.
you must stay happy, happy that we're together, happy of the awesome times we spent together, happy that we are so loving and so in love with each other in every way possible.
I'll miss you very much and will think of you always when i'm inside.
Hope you'll be able to find something to do to kill time so you won't be too bored without me around.
You can meet up with your friends, go for your work, make new friends there, play with the new born baby, miss me, think of me and most of all STAY HAPPY ALWAYS.
Hope nothing severe will happen to you when i'm gone. You can always confide in me whenever you're upset or anything. Please do not keep it to yourself. When i'm out you can always talk to me.
To be honest, i'm rather afraid to go in, afraid of what might happen, afraid of what is going to happen, afraid of you being bored and lonely...
But i know you will go through this depressing phase and start living a fruitful life.
Please do not do anything silly when i'm not around, anything that would upset me, anything that will make you regret for life, anything that you do not actually want to do.
Please stay happy for my sake and not be depressed.
I love you SYAFEEQAH. thank you for every moment that you spent with me and everything that we've been through.
Never have i loved someone so dearly and never have i been so happy before.
You're the BESTEST ever and i love you in every way possible.
Take care and have a good year ahead.
I LOVE YOU BABY. CAN'T BEAR TO LEAVE YOU. :(
Saturday, January 2, 2010
Happy New Year
Haha. Its been long since i last posted. Haha. But this blog isn't dead, not just yet.
It was New year's eve yesterday. Was rather sad that can't be with you but we had times that we were out late and night and you sleeping over at my house. It kind of made up for it and so yeah, not feel upbeat over it anymore.
I cherish every moment spent with you on 2009 and look forward to the many happier moments we could share with eacj other this coming year.
Last year has been a tough year with hectic schoolwork and exams to deal with.
But all those are over.
Besides, i had a hell lot of fun being with you, knowing you better, celebrating our anniversaries, our birthday, surprises after surprises after surprises, stayovers and many more.
To sum it up, its just a crazy year, at least for me. By crazy i mean good kind of crazy.
I hope you had a good 2009 and will have a great and awesome 2010, maybe even better than last year.
I swear i've never been happier than now and its all your credit. You not just made my day, but my entire year.
Though there are discrepencies here and there, i guess they are just inevitable and of course dure to my bullish and sturrborn nature.
Thanks for the times you tolerated with my stubborn attitide and retardedness. You're just simply awesome, to the extent that no words can fully describe how great you really are.
Its simply beyond awesomest and i really enjoyed the times with you from the bottom of my heart.
You're a great partner, a great best friend, a great lover, great kisser and just simply the greatest in my life.
I hope all these do not sound like crap to you but they are all from the bottom of my heart.
I love you SYAFEEQAH and i hope i do have the honour to spend more crazy moments, more retarded times and request you to take care of my heart for a longer period of time.
Thats it for this post. Hope you're not in tears by now. (I'm just joking)
From the bottom of Teh Wee Kiat's heart: I LOVE YOU SYAFEEQAH, I REALLY DO.
It was New year's eve yesterday. Was rather sad that can't be with you but we had times that we were out late and night and you sleeping over at my house. It kind of made up for it and so yeah, not feel upbeat over it anymore.
I cherish every moment spent with you on 2009 and look forward to the many happier moments we could share with eacj other this coming year.
Last year has been a tough year with hectic schoolwork and exams to deal with.
But all those are over.
Besides, i had a hell lot of fun being with you, knowing you better, celebrating our anniversaries, our birthday, surprises after surprises after surprises, stayovers and many more.
To sum it up, its just a crazy year, at least for me. By crazy i mean good kind of crazy.
I hope you had a good 2009 and will have a great and awesome 2010, maybe even better than last year.
I swear i've never been happier than now and its all your credit. You not just made my day, but my entire year.
Though there are discrepencies here and there, i guess they are just inevitable and of course dure to my bullish and sturrborn nature.
Thanks for the times you tolerated with my stubborn attitide and retardedness. You're just simply awesome, to the extent that no words can fully describe how great you really are.
Its simply beyond awesomest and i really enjoyed the times with you from the bottom of my heart.
You're a great partner, a great best friend, a great lover, great kisser and just simply the greatest in my life.
I hope all these do not sound like crap to you but they are all from the bottom of my heart.
I love you SYAFEEQAH and i hope i do have the honour to spend more crazy moments, more retarded times and request you to take care of my heart for a longer period of time.
Thats it for this post. Hope you're not in tears by now. (I'm just joking)
From the bottom of Teh Wee Kiat's heart: I LOVE YOU SYAFEEQAH, I REALLY DO.
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